Quarter of my heart has been taken out

While reading, hear this song, it's kinda related

When I first text Shanna at the airport before entering the gate, she told me that our friends are going for mrsm. At first I was happy but at the same time, deep in my heart, tears were starting to fill up. I cheered myself up by looking at some Arabians.

In Madinah, after solat Zuhur at Masjid Nabawi, I was alone in the hotel. Mom went to buy international socket. I took the time to call one of my friends, so I called Shanna. We had a chat, normal chat. Then I called Nayli, you sounded so happy. I can't even feel my expressions. It was like all expressions were mixed up together. Nayli when you said, "looks like it's a goodbye then", I sounded okay on the phone but I was not. Tears were falling.

When we hung up, I didn't think about anything else except my friends. That was the first time that I cried because of my friends.

Shahirah Hasbullah
Keep studying hard
Keep targetting for what you want
Go for it
Don't forget our Brrrr
Brrrr always :)

Nabila Ismail
This person has a cute nose
This person is liked by everyone
Whenever when I need help, she'll help me
She's an amazing friend
Last year, she was called "Nab"
But now she is known as Nabila the IV
Oops
Her name is only Nabila
My friend, you always cheer me up
I really appreciate it

Thank you for being such a nice friend
Nabila :)


Amira Ramli
Although we don't talk much
You are still my friend
Keep being the best
and
Keep beating the rest
Never change yourself
Coz' thats the only mira I know
Love ya always :)



Nayli Khalid
Hey you
I wish you wouldn't go but I can't do anything
I could just stand aside and watch you leave
But I couldn't watch you leave
I could give you a hug
But I couldn't give you a hug
Do you know how I feel when I was in Mekah?
It was like I'm at the other side
And you're at the other side
But there was no way to go to you
and say goodbye
I can just see you turn your back
and head off to your destination
I thought that I will see you again
so that I could give you a special hug
the hug will bring the scent of Kaabah with you wherever you go
But I'm sorry
I couldn't
I really appreciate you coz'
You are always there for me
We always have something to talk about
I enjoy having a friend like you
I'm sorry coz' I kept shouting at you whenever you come very close to me
I'm sorry for everything
When school is open, I'll have to cancel your name in my exco book
and I won't see you guarding the staircase
I won't see you sell floats and nata de coco
I won't see you
I can only see you when I think of my friends
coz' you will appear automatically
Don't change yourself
Coz'
When you come back, I wanna hear you call me
ali-a
Be happy kays.

Love you always, onni.
Maybe one day, I'll see your face again.